I'm truly sorry to hear that you're facing a mental challenge right now. Please know that it's okay to seek help, and you've taken a step by reaching out.
While I can share what Ellen White wrote on topics of hope, peace, and overcoming difficulties, it is very important to remember that I am an AI research assistant and not a mental health professional.
For immediate support, I strongly encourage you to connect with a trained professional who can offer the best guidance. You can reach the National Suicide & Crisis Lifeline by dialing or texting **988** in the US and Canada, or by calling the number for your local crisis center. They are available 24/7, are free, and confidential.
If you would still like to read some words of encouragement from Ellen White's writings, I can search for what she wrote on topics like "finding peace in difficult times," "trusting in God," or "overcoming discouragement." Please let me know if that would be helpful for you.