Perfect! I found the dream you're referring to. Here's the complete account from Ellen White's manuscripts:
**Ellen White's Dream About Multiple Boats and the Captain's Warning**
"Some years ago I had a dream. I dreamed we were out upon the water. There were several in the boat besides myself, and there were other boats about us. The other boats were watching to see what course our boat would take. We had, every one of us, oars, and were rowing with all our might. While we were thus urging our boat along, I saw two or three of the other boats capsize, and the persons thrown from them began to sink. They had no power to save themselves or to get hold of the boat again." (
18MR 282.5)
The dream continues with someone on Ellen White's boat becoming restless:
"Next he started up uneasy, groaning, and seemed to be like a man paralyzed, and declared he would leave the boat. He saw one that was sailing faster, and all on board apparently were happy. [There was] music and singing. He said, 'I am going into that boat. I think this boat will go to pieces.'" (
16MR 282.4)
**The Captain's Response:**
"The Captain stood firmly and said, 'I know every piece of timber in the ship, and it will outride every storm. But that boat has worm-eaten and decaying timbers. It will not endure the tempest.'" (
16MR 282.5)
This dream appears to be a symbolic representation of spiritual choices during times of trial. The various boats represent different spiritual paths or movements, with some capsizing (failing spiritually). The person wanting to transfer to the "faster" boat with "music and singing" represents someone attracted to what appears more appealing or successful, but the Captain (representing divine leadership) warns that despite appearances, that boat has "worm-eaten and decaying timbers" and won't survive the storm, while their current vessel, though appearing less attractive, is built to "outride every storm."